What a day already.

I broke a boy's heart this morning.

Right after I cried on the phone to Corporate about my job, and realized my entire company doesn't give a shit.






...I want to go back to 7:00 this morning, where I was snuggled in bed with Mike. He was the ladle, and I was the little "big" spoon. He kissed my forehead and pulled me closer, tangled our legs the way I love, put his hand on my waist, and leaned his head against mine. All I could do was smile. He brought me home at 8, and I got cute faces for his kiss on the cheek, and a look of "Why does the day have to start already?" from him before I left.



I couldn't have been more content.


Then Corporate calls to try and work something out with me so that I stay with Dependable Cleaners. [Which, I am not.]

And then I decided to be honest with Knox about Mike, and I wound up feeling even more miserable for breaking a heart that was bound to be broken anyways.



And NOW, I have to go into work for the next 6 1/2 hours. That is the last place I would like to be today.





So like I said before.. can't I go back to 7:00 this morning? And just stay there?