Happy New Year

I have to say, last night was even better than I had hoped it would be. I fell asleep with a smile on my face, feeling happier than I have in quite some time. (The past four or five days not included.)

My new year's resolution has to do with things within myself. Feelings, behavior, etc.

I spent my evening in Franklin, with a great number of wonderful people at the Cawley residence. I almost polished off my entire bottle of vodka, with a little help from a few people. haha. There were a record number of 9 people that threw up last night, myself included. But my incident was over quickly and I was back out there looking for my drink. : ]

I'm a little ashamed to say I fell victim to drunk-texting. Some of the things I sent... I have no idea what I was trying to say to someone!

All in all, a wonderful night.




The past few days have been great as well. Late Thursday night I ventured over to Mike's to hang out for a while. Things are different with us right now and it seems really good. I wound up staying there until 4am. Friday night he took me out.. we went bowling, had some tbell, and ended the evening at his house watching Planet Earth. I stayed over, and the next morning I realized I had work at 8am. That was fun. Saturday night we got together again. Christina came over and we hammered out I think 50 or so t-shirts and enjoyed some Chinese food. We all hung out until a little after 2am, and then Christina left. I stayed over, again. Sunday we woke up late, hammered out more t-shirts, and I went home around ten. Yesterday he picked me up in the afternoon, we ate some lunch, and finished up the last of the t-shirts. (Thank god, because I was getting sick of looking at t-shirts and screens and ink!) We parted ways and wished each other a safe and fun evening, and then later wished a happy new year to each other again after midnight.

Let's keep in mind that each hangout and stay-over was initiated by him.

But I still do now know where this leaves us. I am not making any assumptions. I am just going to see how things continue to go. I might bring it up a little tonight when I see him, but I'm not sure.

Sometimes I just wish I knew what people were thinking and feeling. Even though sometimes you can just tell, there are those times where you just haven't the slightest.